pathetic

I have spent my life putting everyone else first. I have let my thoughts be consumed with their thoughts, their feelings, their desires. I have rearranged my entire life around pleasing them. I have lessened who I am in order to try and fit into their world. I have put myself at risk- financially, emotionally,…

unmerited

I bought a truck recently. I love this truck. It is the first vehicle I have ever owned and have not wanted or wished for something different. Ironically, this truck has caused me several issues since I bought it. It has needed repairs three times in three months. I was told if it were not…

perseverance

Sometimes  it’s the things we don’t want to do are the things that change us the most.  Letting go teaches us to trust.  Not giving up gives us strength.  Sacrificing shows us value.  Saying no, sets a boundary and protects us. I am learning that the things I fear, can actually set me free in…

dreaming

We spend our days dreaming of success. We make plans and execute. We believe our life is measured by what we achieve. But life is made of more than our success. Our life is measured by our failures. By our lessons. We become who we are by learning. If we never make a mistake, we…

in the deep

Tormented. Deep in despair. I have been there and back at least one hundred times. The questions of why. The doubt of having any worth to anyone. The mirage of a normal life. A façade. Because deep inside there is a knowing that it is just a game. One where I have to put on…

life is!

I had the honor of meeting an 83-year-old man who has been struggling with prostate cancer. What is so inspiring to me is that not only has he not given up on life but he’s opening two businesses and trying to write a book which is how we connected. He wanted my guidance on it….

bittersweet

bittersweet It’s for the best. That’s what they always say. How can that be when part of my heart is with you. I try to hold my head up. To convince myself, it will be ok. But my heart and my soul have a void. The memories. The hopes. The words… Just an echo. I…

broken

I am broken but one day, when I’m not… it will be because of you Because of your belief in me. Because of your encouragement. Because of your patience with my fears. Because of your grace with my missteps. Because of the ability you have to see the whole picture… not just the moment Because…

love

I love love. I cherish the people I have. I know they are my gift. Every moment. Every smile. Every tear. It’s so easy to get distracted in today’s world. To get discouraged. To forget. But I choose to remember. To absorb it all. I want the moments, the people, the memories to become engrafted…

pain

Life is full of pain emotional physical spiritual you pick You have the choice to face the pain and get through it. Or you can take the easy way out and ignore it. Butone day, a situation will arise and you will wish you had worked through the pain… but it will be too late….